RabidxBunneh

So many nights I lay wide awake Wishing, with heart and soul For someone, real not fake To give me back control Over the life I lost So many prayers I thought were ignored Have been answered Now there is light, where darkness ruled before Free of the cancer That devoured me inside Where so many others left me to rot Where so many others left me to die You took me and you told me not To look Satan in the eye, told me Not to cry Where I was so far from heaven And day never came You gave me love, freely given And I'll give the same My perfect angel So many nights I cried myself to sleep Falling deeper, further into despair

He loves me.. He loves me not.. He loves me.. He loves me not.. I pick them flower petals off.. And then i watch them drop.. Your a flirt with me? What bout all the others? I could give you my heart, But do you have another's? Its dangerous and its a super risk. Its illegal on way more levels then should be But im willing to sneak around and hide Its just up to you to agree Were forbidden lovers Against the law and on each others side Across the country or right next door I can do anything, even worldwide. He loves me.. He loves me not.. I pick them flower petals off.. And then i watch them drop.. Well, is it you and me

I wish I had more time to think about the words I'd said to you, and while you laid there on the brink I told you how it wasn't true. I said that it would "be alright" You clung to me, I held you tight, I couldn't let you go that night and leave my life without your light. I wished that it was all a dream and when you said "I feel so cold" I fought the urge inside to scream, while you smiled at the lies I'd told. I said that it would "be alright" You clung to me, I held you tight. I couldn't let you go that night, and leave my life without your light. I couldn't let you go that night, you clung to me, I held you tight. You s